When one loop of drama finally ends, another begins. And everytime, I’m more frustrated than before.But I have them feeling that I’m the one that begins all this drama.
Or atleast, the bad drama.
If I had never existed, then would my friends still be so depressed? I’m the cause of the distraction and pain, so taking me out of the equation would make them happy right?
If I had never existed, maybe Katrina wouldn’t be so lost. Instead, she’d be happy with Allen.
If I had never existed, Michelle wouldn’t have to deal with all the drama (and thus could possibly concentrate on her school stuff more)
If I had never existed, Janice wouldn't have a person constantly arguing against what she says.
If I had never existed, Tina wouldn’t have to deal with another meat-eating, gelatin-loving, freak that makes everything worse.
And if I had never existed, Allen wouldn’t be so sad.
So if I disappear, that’s a good thing right?
Sunday, December 6, 2009
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Charlene.
ReplyDeleteStop this.
Now.
Although you think this is quite selfless of you, it's actually one of the meanest things I've seen anyone do to a human being. You are a human being. You have the right to live, and do what you want. The world will have to deal. Nobody else's happiness is worth any more than yours.
Actually, most of these things aren't even your fault. Stop blaming yourself. Or I'mma slap you. Really.
I could play this game too. If I weren't in the picture, none of you guys would have somebody constantly pestering them to stop doing that, or this.
But if you weren't in the picture, where would I have gone all those days last year afterschool to bake cookies? Whose collarbone would I break? (ohwait... bad example haha) Who would I go to AX with? Who would I watch pretty sunsets and clouds with? Who would butcher my anchor for me? Who would yell at me for following the 5 second rule? Whose apples would I steal at lunch?
Where is your self worth?
who would ride with me for a random bagel or starbucks? who would see what others can't? when would we realize the pain WE cause? since isn't this it?
ReplyDeleteand when do you argue with me o.O?