I have this nagging feeling that I did something wrong and that I should know what it is.
I may not be that eye-burning neon yellow crayon in those cool 106 pack crayon boxes, but I usually know when something is up.
And something is up.
but I can't figure out what it is >.<
It has nothing to do with my grades, or selfishness, or family problems, or anything like that.
It has to do with my friends,
but I don't know what it is.
I'm screwing up.
Somewhere, somehow, sometime (more like every time)--
--but it's frustrating because I'm not seeing what it is.
And I know that I should know what it is
even though I don't.
There's a stick figure in my head, and it's asking me
"Charlene, how blind are you?"
My only answer
"Zero visibility."
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
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if it helps, i meant nothing i said except the first two and a half sentences. i feel like an intruder sometimes, like i havv a burgler alarm stuck to my head. are you sure it's you?
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