Monday, November 9, 2009

Useless

I'm pretty useless:

When my friends are having stress/drama issues, I'm no help.
If anybody's feeling especially depressed, I'm sympathetic for a grand total of 2 minutes before I go back to acting like an idiot.
When my friends have wallflower-syndrome, I can't do anything to pull them out of it.


I just sort of sit there.
And stare,
and stare,
and stare;
then either walk away or act like a complete idiot.

If I could just help once, or cheer one person up, then maybe I wouldn't be so useless.
If I could actually understand what other people are feeling or the situation they're in, maybe they wouldn't hate me so much.

If I knew what to say, or what to do...
then maybe my friends wouldn't be so sad:/

3 comments:

  1. you sound sad too...we are mirroring inadequacy...knowing that at least you care is making me happier, even if you are not specifically talking about me...
    i just get hurt easily, feel like ive done something bad..

    and you are not uselesssss!

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  2. uhm......well...typically the best way to help is to be positive?...also...look for hints of...hey i do NOT want to talk to you...or like....f off...yea...lol omg attack of the...'s...yesh....wuahahaha...im just doing this for fun now....btdubs...ur...not...useless...ifeelaccomplished...idek....ihavenolife..buhbye

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  3. Hey, don't underestimate yourself. You're the only person who replies to my 1AM rants - and at the risk of sounding cliche - you're always there for me! :D

    And you're sad now too, and need a cheering up. Just like everybody! haha
    DO I HEAR HUGFEST? :D

    Yeah, for future reference I think the best way to go is to keep pointing out the positive things in life and that life will get better if we make it better -- because optimism is infectious! :D

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